desperation

SO, it's been almost two weeks since I gave up soda and all other beverages but water. I've been doing pretty well, except for a few alcoholic beverages on some nights out. But NO soda. I'm drinking more water, which has to be good. But not losing any weight. Likely because i'm craving sugary foods to make up for the lack of sugar and caffeine in my diet. And I'm still badly craving a Coke.

In my fridge is a can of Orange Fanta. When I moved into my apartment over two years ago, that can of Fanta was the only thing in the fridge, the only thing left behind in the entire apartment. My goal is to leave the can there until I move out, and leave it behind for the next person to find.

Last night, I dreamt that I drank the two-year old can of orange Fanta.